1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:27,320 I'm not going to let a dead guy scare me out of my building. 2 00:00:27,320 --> 00:00:29,360 Who do you think is haunting here? 3 00:00:29,360 --> 00:00:30,680 An ex-member. 4 00:00:30,680 --> 00:00:33,160 He always said if he died, he'd come back and haunt this place. 5 00:00:33,160 --> 00:00:34,320 Whoa. 6 00:00:34,320 --> 00:00:36,680 What the hell? 7 00:00:36,680 --> 00:00:39,360 I just saw a face right in that window. 8 00:00:39,360 --> 00:00:41,640 Why do you think he's haunting the firehouse? 9 00:00:41,640 --> 00:00:43,680 I mean, it was like his second home. 10 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:44,840 That's what I thought. 11 00:00:44,840 --> 00:00:46,720 Too scared to do anything. 12 00:00:46,720 --> 00:00:49,040 You dare to call him a coward? 13 00:00:49,040 --> 00:00:51,600 Everyone doesn't know the entire story. 14 00:00:51,600 --> 00:00:54,280 I'd like to know the whole story. 15 00:00:54,280 --> 00:00:56,240 I think I can get it for you. 16 00:00:56,240 --> 00:01:00,320 My name is Ryan, and I'm a paranormal investigator. 17 00:01:00,320 --> 00:01:03,080 When I was a kid, my experiences with the supernatural 18 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:06,560 terrified me, and I've been searching for answers ever since. 19 00:01:06,560 --> 00:01:08,680 So when I got to Penn State, I realized 20 00:01:08,680 --> 00:01:10,520 I wasn't alone in my quest. 21 00:01:10,520 --> 00:01:12,880 So I founded the Paranormal Research Society, 22 00:01:12,880 --> 00:01:16,240 dedicated to helping those who were haunted like I was. 23 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:18,200 We are students. 24 00:01:18,200 --> 00:01:20,400 We are seekers. 25 00:01:20,400 --> 00:01:22,640 And sometimes we're warriors. 26 00:01:22,640 --> 00:01:25,640 Any time we help someone, I feel like I'm one step closer 27 00:01:25,640 --> 00:01:27,160 to finding the truth. 28 00:01:27,160 --> 00:01:28,960 This is Paranormal State. 29 00:01:33,200 --> 00:01:37,480 We were contacted by two firefighters, Marissa and Jason. 30 00:01:37,480 --> 00:01:41,440 And they think they have a ghost haunting their firehouse. 31 00:01:41,440 --> 00:01:43,320 They've heard banging sounds. 32 00:01:43,320 --> 00:01:45,280 One of them was actually pushed. 33 00:01:45,280 --> 00:01:47,960 Some of them believe that Jason may be the target of what's 34 00:01:47,960 --> 00:01:49,000 going on there. 35 00:01:49,000 --> 00:01:50,640 He was attacked at one point. 36 00:01:50,640 --> 00:01:53,480 I think he said he's had fire truck helmets come flying off 37 00:01:53,480 --> 00:01:55,360 those walls in his room. 38 00:01:55,360 --> 00:01:58,160 When he provokes it and things are flying across the room, 39 00:01:58,160 --> 00:01:59,920 he says he does get scared. 40 00:01:59,920 --> 00:02:03,280 They think that whatever's here is angry about something. 41 00:02:03,280 --> 00:02:06,440 They believe it is one of the former firefighters. 42 00:02:06,440 --> 00:02:09,080 Died tragically years ago. 43 00:02:09,080 --> 00:02:11,120 If there is a spirit here, we've got to find out, 44 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:13,200 then why is it being malicious? 45 00:02:13,200 --> 00:02:16,600 These firefighters are used to putting themselves in harm's way. 46 00:02:16,600 --> 00:02:17,960 But now they're going to need our help. 47 00:02:17,960 --> 00:02:31,440 MUSIC 48 00:02:31,440 --> 00:02:32,240 Hi. 49 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:33,040 You, Jason? 50 00:02:33,040 --> 00:02:33,840 Hey, how you doing? 51 00:02:33,840 --> 00:02:34,640 Nice to meet you. 52 00:02:34,640 --> 00:02:35,520 Nice to meet you. 53 00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:36,040 Marissa. 54 00:02:36,040 --> 00:02:38,000 Marissa, nice to meet you. 55 00:02:38,000 --> 00:02:39,360 So this place is haunted. 56 00:02:39,360 --> 00:02:40,360 Yep. 57 00:02:40,360 --> 00:02:42,920 I'll hear, like, bangs on the trucks. 58 00:02:42,920 --> 00:02:44,880 I'll hear the truck doors open and close. 59 00:02:44,880 --> 00:02:46,680 You'll hear walking on the grates. 60 00:02:46,680 --> 00:02:49,200 Right here, I was really provoking him. 61 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:50,080 He was really active. 62 00:02:50,080 --> 00:02:51,640 Stuff was moving around. 63 00:02:51,640 --> 00:02:54,320 And my air mask flew and hit me. 64 00:02:57,320 --> 00:02:59,840 And it was that feeling of dread, just like, all right, 65 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:00,960 you made your point. 66 00:03:00,960 --> 00:03:02,760 And this was while you were provoking him? 67 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:03,960 Yeah. 68 00:03:03,960 --> 00:03:05,400 After I squared off with him, that's 69 00:03:05,400 --> 00:03:06,520 when it flew off the rack. 70 00:03:09,640 --> 00:03:11,480 I was at this mirror right here. 71 00:03:11,480 --> 00:03:15,320 And it was kind of off to the side so I could see the door. 72 00:03:15,320 --> 00:03:16,680 And so I'm in. 73 00:03:16,680 --> 00:03:17,720 Well, bye. 74 00:03:17,720 --> 00:03:18,920 But I couldn't make out of face. 75 00:03:18,920 --> 00:03:20,200 I just saw, amen. 76 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:22,560 And this door slammed shut and latched. 77 00:03:22,560 --> 00:03:23,360 I was scared to death. 78 00:03:26,560 --> 00:03:29,120 OK. 79 00:03:29,120 --> 00:03:30,960 A lot of the activity happens back here. 80 00:03:30,960 --> 00:03:34,720 You get shadows, voices, noises, chairs moving. 81 00:03:34,720 --> 00:03:36,160 Two seconds before you guys pulled up, 82 00:03:36,160 --> 00:03:37,800 there was knocks and bangs. 83 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:39,920 Everybody's had an experience from the chief 84 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:41,600 down to the juniors. 85 00:03:41,600 --> 00:03:43,080 We're sitting in the back hall on the stage, 86 00:03:43,080 --> 00:03:44,800 and I started feeling like some kind of cold breath. 87 00:03:44,800 --> 00:03:46,600 I'm like back in my neck. 88 00:03:46,600 --> 00:03:50,040 And we saw shadows just running back and forth, footsteps. 89 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:51,200 You can sense him. 90 00:03:51,200 --> 00:03:52,160 You can see him. 91 00:03:52,160 --> 00:03:54,200 You can hear him. 92 00:03:54,200 --> 00:03:56,320 OK. 93 00:03:56,320 --> 00:03:57,520 Who do you think's haunting here? 94 00:03:57,520 --> 00:03:58,760 An ex-member. 95 00:03:58,760 --> 00:03:59,640 Does he have a name? 96 00:03:59,640 --> 00:03:59,920 Oh, yeah. 97 00:03:59,920 --> 00:04:01,400 His name's Joe. 98 00:04:01,400 --> 00:04:02,080 Joe? 99 00:04:02,080 --> 00:04:02,640 OK. 100 00:04:02,640 --> 00:04:03,520 He's definitely the one. 101 00:04:03,520 --> 00:04:06,000 He always said if he died, he'd come back and haunt this place. 102 00:04:06,000 --> 00:04:11,000 When did you start talking to the spirit as if it was Joe? 103 00:04:11,000 --> 00:04:12,000 I was going to say like two years ago, 104 00:04:12,000 --> 00:04:13,000 we tried to interact with him. 105 00:04:13,000 --> 00:04:15,000 It was because things were happening, 106 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:19,000 and we just wanted to see if we could get him to interact. 107 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:22,000 You feel like he's trying to tell you he doesn't want you here? 108 00:04:22,000 --> 00:04:26,000 I just think he's trying to tell me that I'm invading his space. 109 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:27,000 This is his firehouse. 110 00:04:27,000 --> 00:04:28,000 Get out. 111 00:04:28,000 --> 00:04:29,000 Like, you're not wanted. 112 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:31,000 When did Joe die? 113 00:04:31,000 --> 00:04:34,000 I believe it was because he was trying to get out of the house. 114 00:04:34,000 --> 00:04:35,000 Joe died. 115 00:04:35,000 --> 00:04:38,000 I believe it was in 2004. 116 00:04:38,000 --> 00:04:39,000 OK. 117 00:04:39,000 --> 00:04:46,000 It was not very long before I got here that he died. 118 00:04:46,000 --> 00:04:49,000 Do you know if he was ever angry in real life? 119 00:04:49,000 --> 00:04:50,000 I really don't know. 120 00:04:50,000 --> 00:04:51,000 I never met him. 121 00:04:51,000 --> 00:04:55,000 Well, then why are you so interested in Joe? 122 00:04:55,000 --> 00:04:57,000 Just always have been. 123 00:04:57,000 --> 00:04:59,000 It's just one of those things that you know it's there 124 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:01,000 and you want the proof that it's there. 125 00:05:01,000 --> 00:05:02,000 I'm the one that provokes him. 126 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:05,000 I kind of pursue him more than anybody else. 127 00:05:05,000 --> 00:05:08,000 Do you think he's capable of hurting somebody? 128 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:10,000 Yeah, it's that bad. 129 00:05:10,000 --> 00:05:14,000 I got the no fear mentality, and I'm not going to let a dead guy 130 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:16,000 scare me out of my building. 131 00:05:22,000 --> 00:05:24,000 What's your relationship to Joey? 132 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:25,000 He was friends with my father. 133 00:05:25,000 --> 00:05:26,000 I grew up around here. 134 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:28,000 I grew up at the firehouse, so I knew all the guys. 135 00:05:28,000 --> 00:05:30,000 I was always known as the baby. 136 00:05:30,000 --> 00:05:33,000 How did people begin to talk about this place being haunted? 137 00:05:33,000 --> 00:05:37,000 I didn't actually hear of anything until two, three years ago. 138 00:05:37,000 --> 00:05:40,000 Jay had actually said somehow, firehouse ghost. 139 00:05:40,000 --> 00:05:41,000 I'm like, firehouse ghost. 140 00:05:41,000 --> 00:05:43,000 Well, they told me they think it's Joey. 141 00:05:43,000 --> 00:05:45,000 OK. 142 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:48,000 Now, how did he die? 143 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:53,000 Yeah, um, that is a very touchy subject. 144 00:05:53,000 --> 00:05:58,000 I can't, um, I don't know what I should talk about 145 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:00,000 OK. 146 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:04,000 Director's log. 147 00:06:04,000 --> 00:06:08,000 It's clear that Joe's death has cast a dark shadow over this firehouse, 148 00:06:08,000 --> 00:06:12,000 and that some details are still too difficult to discuss. 149 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:14,000 I'm bringing in psychic Chip Coffey, 150 00:06:14,000 --> 00:06:17,000 who knows absolutely nothing about this case. 151 00:06:17,000 --> 00:06:21,000 If he can pick up on Joe, then that would be remarkable psychic work. 152 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:28,000 Lots of movement in this room. 153 00:06:28,000 --> 00:06:31,000 Lots of movement around in this room. 154 00:06:31,000 --> 00:06:35,000 There's a man who yells, he's got a loud voice. 155 00:06:35,000 --> 00:06:37,000 He's not nasty. 156 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:41,000 He's just talks, you know, barks. 157 00:06:41,000 --> 00:06:44,000 His name is Joe. 158 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:51,000 Joe just feels like he's just hanging out here. 159 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:55,000 There's a person here that's a male that he's targeting 160 00:06:55,000 --> 00:07:01,000 or showing himself more to something going on with one guy. 161 00:07:01,000 --> 00:07:03,000 But there's anger. 162 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:05,000 He's angry at somebody? 163 00:07:05,000 --> 00:07:08,000 Yeah, it's like this person's not doing things the way that he thinks 164 00:07:08,000 --> 00:07:10,000 that it should be done, or there's some level of, 165 00:07:10,000 --> 00:07:12,000 there's some level of discord there. 166 00:07:12,000 --> 00:07:15,000 Is there something that connects them both? 167 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:17,000 He knows. 168 00:07:17,000 --> 00:07:20,000 Whoever the person is that you're trying to connect the dots with, 169 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:25,000 this person already knows what the answer is to that question. 170 00:07:25,000 --> 00:07:27,000 Is there, I'm just going to ask you, 171 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:31,000 is there something to do with a family relationship like a father son? 172 00:07:31,000 --> 00:07:37,000 Uh, I don't know. 173 00:07:37,000 --> 00:07:40,000 If you're truly connecting with him, and if he's really there, 174 00:07:40,000 --> 00:07:42,000 and he needs to tell me how he died, 175 00:07:42,000 --> 00:07:44,000 that will solve a lot. 176 00:07:44,000 --> 00:07:52,000 I'm here to try to figure out why he's still haunting this place. 177 00:07:52,000 --> 00:07:59,000 Did he kill himself? 178 00:07:59,000 --> 00:08:02,000 Everyone doesn't know the entire story. 179 00:08:02,000 --> 00:08:06,000 I'd like to know the whole story. 180 00:08:06,000 --> 00:08:15,000 I think I can get it for you. 181 00:08:15,000 --> 00:08:21,000 Commencing dead time, it is 11.04.30. 182 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:24,000 Is anyone here who wants to talk to us, 183 00:08:24,000 --> 00:08:26,000 ready to listen? 184 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:30,000 Can you give us a sign of your presence? 185 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:35,000 Is there anybody here? 186 00:08:35,000 --> 00:08:37,000 You've made wrappings and knocking sounds before. 187 00:08:37,000 --> 00:08:43,000 Can you do them again for us, please? 188 00:08:43,000 --> 00:08:47,000 Can you tell us, there's some sign of your presence? 189 00:08:47,000 --> 00:08:54,000 Who you are. 190 00:08:54,000 --> 00:08:58,000 Who's that? 191 00:08:58,000 --> 00:09:01,000 It wasn't me, but I heard it too. 192 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:04,000 Hey, both teams heard that. 193 00:09:04,000 --> 00:09:06,000 It wasn't anybody here. 194 00:09:06,000 --> 00:09:14,000 If that was you, can you do it again? 195 00:09:14,000 --> 00:09:16,000 If that's you making those banging noises, 196 00:09:16,000 --> 00:09:24,000 could you make another noise for me? 197 00:09:24,000 --> 00:09:26,000 What was that? 198 00:09:26,000 --> 00:09:29,000 Did you guys hear that banging noise again? 199 00:09:29,000 --> 00:09:31,000 Yeah, I did. 200 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:37,000 I came from upstairs, like from the ceiling. 201 00:09:37,000 --> 00:09:45,000 Oh, God. 202 00:09:45,000 --> 00:09:51,000 Joe, are you here? 203 00:09:51,000 --> 00:10:00,000 Whoa, that was right above me. 204 00:10:00,000 --> 00:10:05,000 Joe, are you here? 205 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:09,000 Whoa. 206 00:10:09,000 --> 00:10:14,000 Can you make that sound again? 207 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:18,000 There it is again. 208 00:10:18,000 --> 00:10:20,000 I heard that. 209 00:10:20,000 --> 00:10:22,000 Need more than the banging sounds, my friend. 210 00:10:22,000 --> 00:10:25,000 Every time I hear water being like a... 211 00:10:25,000 --> 00:10:27,000 that thing up there goes... 212 00:10:27,000 --> 00:10:39,000 there might be an actual explanation for it. 213 00:10:39,000 --> 00:10:42,000 Do you guys were able to pull up the files from last night, 214 00:10:42,000 --> 00:10:43,000 the banging sounds we heard? 215 00:10:43,000 --> 00:10:45,000 Yeah. 216 00:10:45,000 --> 00:10:47,000 You're going to hear some shuffling around, 217 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:49,000 then you're going to hear vibrating through the pipes, 218 00:10:49,000 --> 00:10:56,000 then you're going to hear the loud bang. 219 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:58,000 Okay. 220 00:10:58,000 --> 00:11:01,000 We discovered that when the bathroom runs after it stops, 221 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:03,000 you hear that sound. 222 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:07,000 All right, show me the video of the door opening up behind Tofer. 223 00:11:07,000 --> 00:11:11,000 And... 224 00:11:11,000 --> 00:11:12,000 There it is. 225 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:13,000 See, this is important to know, 226 00:11:13,000 --> 00:11:16,000 because they claim the door is closed behind them. 227 00:11:16,000 --> 00:11:18,000 We're going to say that the door slammed really hard behind her, 228 00:11:18,000 --> 00:11:21,000 whereas with Tofer, it's sort of just sort of glided. 229 00:11:21,000 --> 00:11:25,000 If it slammed, then we haven't been able to reproduce that so far. 230 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:32,000 We don't tell Chip anything when he comes in. 231 00:11:32,000 --> 00:11:34,000 He said the name Joe. 232 00:11:34,000 --> 00:11:36,000 Right off the bat, just said Joe. 233 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:38,000 He said Joe's protective of the police. 234 00:11:38,000 --> 00:11:42,000 He said that Joe is targeting another male. 235 00:11:42,000 --> 00:11:44,000 When I asked what the concern was, 236 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:48,000 Chip claims Joe said he knows what the concern is. 237 00:11:48,000 --> 00:11:52,000 Not really ringing a bell? 238 00:11:52,000 --> 00:11:54,000 No. 239 00:11:55,000 --> 00:11:57,000 And he also asked if Joe killed himself. 240 00:11:57,000 --> 00:12:00,000 Is that what happened? 241 00:12:00,000 --> 00:12:01,000 Yeah. 242 00:12:01,000 --> 00:12:03,000 It's pretty much a... 243 00:12:03,000 --> 00:12:06,000 He ran a tube from the exhaust pipe, the van, 244 00:12:06,000 --> 00:12:08,000 put it in the window, and taped it off. 245 00:12:08,000 --> 00:12:09,000 He gassed himself. 246 00:12:09,000 --> 00:12:11,000 It was carbon monoxide. 247 00:12:11,000 --> 00:12:13,000 If he's attached to you, if he's focusing on you, 248 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:15,000 there's got to be a reason why. 249 00:12:15,000 --> 00:12:18,000 Chip mentioned that I was like a father-son relationship. 250 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:20,000 Only a problem is... 251 00:12:20,000 --> 00:12:21,000 I never met him. 252 00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:22,000 ...he never knew him. 253 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:24,000 He's a DJ. He's his stepson. 254 00:12:24,000 --> 00:12:26,000 Really? Wow. 255 00:12:32,000 --> 00:12:36,000 Everyone thinks that it's Joe that's haunting the firehouse. 256 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:39,000 Do you agree or do you think it's somebody else? 257 00:12:39,000 --> 00:12:42,000 I can't picture it being anybody else. 258 00:12:42,000 --> 00:12:45,000 Have you ever been there to try to provoke Joe? 259 00:12:45,000 --> 00:12:46,000 No, I know. 260 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:47,000 Would you ever? 261 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,000 Is that something you wouldn't do? 262 00:12:49,000 --> 00:12:51,000 Are you cool with Jason doing that? 263 00:12:51,000 --> 00:12:52,000 Not really. 264 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:54,000 I mean, it does bother me. It really does. 265 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:58,000 Joe, he was really the first one that I lost at a young age. 266 00:12:58,000 --> 00:13:01,000 It was just kind of unexpected and just caught me off guard. 267 00:13:01,000 --> 00:13:04,000 Why do you think he's haunting the firehouse? 268 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:08,000 At the point in time when he did what he did, 269 00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:11,000 he kind of lost everything around him. 270 00:13:11,000 --> 00:13:13,000 He started to lose control. 271 00:13:13,000 --> 00:13:17,000 And I think, in a sense, what he could do in a firehouse was really... 272 00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:19,000 he could control what he had to. 273 00:13:19,000 --> 00:13:21,000 I mean, it was like his second home. 274 00:13:21,000 --> 00:13:23,000 Or what happened? 275 00:13:23,000 --> 00:13:28,000 It was a family issue that he was going through at that point in time. 276 00:13:28,000 --> 00:13:31,000 I had went to his house one day and he was just talking about 277 00:13:31,000 --> 00:13:33,000 just packing up and leaving. 278 00:13:33,000 --> 00:13:35,000 Like leave New Jersey, the town, really? 279 00:13:35,000 --> 00:13:37,000 Yeah. And after that, we wound up talking again 280 00:13:37,000 --> 00:13:39,000 and he wound up sticking around. 281 00:13:39,000 --> 00:13:43,000 And the reason why it taunts me to this day is the fact that 282 00:13:43,000 --> 00:13:46,000 if I didn't talk to him, would he be here today? 283 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:49,000 Director's log. 284 00:13:49,000 --> 00:13:51,000 We're going to begin preparing for dead time. 285 00:13:51,000 --> 00:13:53,000 There are still many questions that remain, 286 00:13:53,000 --> 00:13:56,000 including why Jason, who never even knew Joe, 287 00:13:56,000 --> 00:13:59,000 apparently seems to be the focus of the activity. 288 00:14:08,000 --> 00:14:13,000 If there's anybody here, you know that we've been trying to talk to you. 289 00:14:13,000 --> 00:14:17,000 So if you don't mind trying to talk to us, we'd like to hear from you. 290 00:14:17,000 --> 00:14:19,000 Joe, we know you're here. Stop hiding. 291 00:14:19,000 --> 00:14:21,000 It's time to come out. 292 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:25,000 We do know that an operation was seen behind this bar, 293 00:14:25,000 --> 00:14:30,000 so hopefully something will happen while we're sitting back here. 294 00:14:32,000 --> 00:14:34,000 Alright, Joe. 295 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:37,000 We're not in the business of playing games. 296 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:39,000 Where is he, Chip? 297 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:43,000 I felt over here at first. 298 00:14:46,000 --> 00:14:49,000 Can you let us know that you're here? 299 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:55,000 Is there some reason why you won't come forward? 300 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:57,000 Is there something you want to say to somebody? 301 00:14:57,000 --> 00:14:59,000 Why are you here? 302 00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:02,000 Chip, you said that the ballroom was a lot more active. 303 00:15:02,000 --> 00:15:04,000 Let's go in there. 304 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:08,000 Joe, are you ready to talk yet? 305 00:15:08,000 --> 00:15:12,000 He's just the type of person he's going to do stuff when he's ready. 306 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:15,000 I know there's been your issues with me in the past. 307 00:15:15,000 --> 00:15:18,000 I'm right here, right out in the middle of the floor. 308 00:15:19,000 --> 00:15:22,000 Come on out. Stop being scared. 309 00:15:22,000 --> 00:15:26,000 You took the coward's way out, and now you're being the coward again. 310 00:15:29,000 --> 00:15:32,000 That's what I thought. Too scared to do anything. 311 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:35,000 Joe, if you want the truth to finally be known, 312 00:15:35,000 --> 00:15:38,000 can you give us some sort of sign? 313 00:15:41,000 --> 00:15:42,000 What was that? 314 00:15:42,000 --> 00:15:44,000 Dead again. 315 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:46,000 That was the IR light, right? 316 00:15:46,000 --> 00:15:47,000 Yeah. 317 00:15:50,000 --> 00:15:52,000 You were talking to me earlier. 318 00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:54,000 You were telling me things. 319 00:15:54,000 --> 00:15:58,000 You were giving me at least hints of what was going on with you. 320 00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:00,000 Why isn't he doing it now? 321 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:03,000 Whoa. 322 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:05,000 What? 323 00:16:05,000 --> 00:16:07,000 I can tell you the answer to that. 324 00:16:13,000 --> 00:16:15,000 Something to do with Jason? 325 00:16:15,000 --> 00:16:17,000 Yeah. It's a piss to you. 326 00:16:17,000 --> 00:16:19,000 I kind of figured that. 327 00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:23,000 You've been making some poor decisions. 328 00:16:25,000 --> 00:16:26,000 Yeah. 329 00:16:26,000 --> 00:16:28,000 Can I ask you a point of my question? 330 00:16:28,000 --> 00:16:29,000 Sure. 331 00:16:30,000 --> 00:16:33,000 He killed himself, right? 332 00:16:33,000 --> 00:16:35,000 Yeah. 333 00:16:35,000 --> 00:16:37,000 And you called him a coward? 334 00:16:37,000 --> 00:16:38,000 Mm-hmm. 335 00:16:40,000 --> 00:16:43,000 You want to know what he says to me about you? 336 00:16:45,000 --> 00:16:48,000 Then why the f*** did you think about doing the same thing? 337 00:16:48,000 --> 00:16:49,000 Really? 338 00:16:49,000 --> 00:16:50,000 Yeah. 339 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:00,000 He killed himself, right? 340 00:17:00,000 --> 00:17:02,000 And you called him a coward? 341 00:17:02,000 --> 00:17:03,000 Mm-hmm. 342 00:17:03,000 --> 00:17:07,000 You want to know what he says to me about you? 343 00:17:07,000 --> 00:17:11,000 Then why the f*** did you think about doing the same thing? 344 00:17:11,000 --> 00:17:12,000 Really? 345 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,000 Yeah. 346 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:17,000 Yeah, I went through some pretty hard times. 347 00:17:17,000 --> 00:17:24,000 I've been through a lot. 348 00:17:24,000 --> 00:17:28,520 So is he. 349 00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:32,000 You dare to call him a coward when you've thought about the same thing. 350 00:17:32,000 --> 00:17:33,000 Does he listen? 351 00:17:33,000 --> 00:17:34,520 Yeah, he listens. 352 00:17:34,520 --> 00:17:37,120 But I'm not dead. 353 00:17:37,120 --> 00:17:39,000 I'm still here. 354 00:17:39,000 --> 00:17:41,240 Then that's what he needs you to know. 355 00:17:41,240 --> 00:17:42,760 That's why he singles you out. 356 00:17:42,760 --> 00:17:46,120 He doesn't want you to end up like he did. 357 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:52,520 The things that went on in his life are not so different than the things that you've endured. 358 00:17:52,520 --> 00:18:00,120 Maybe instead of trying to harass you, maybe he's in his own way trying to save you. 359 00:18:00,120 --> 00:18:10,120 Alright, we're going to end dead time. 360 00:18:10,120 --> 00:18:12,760 My daughter, she was my life. 361 00:18:12,760 --> 00:18:17,160 She was my everything. 362 00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:18,160 She got taken away. 363 00:18:18,160 --> 00:18:21,560 I was in a dark, dark place. 364 00:18:21,560 --> 00:18:24,880 Obviously, I just lost my heart. 365 00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:28,320 You're carrying a whole lot of pain still. 366 00:18:28,320 --> 00:18:36,680 And he thinks there's still the possibility that if you don't deal with that pain, that 367 00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:37,680 you'll give up. 368 00:18:37,680 --> 00:18:42,240 I'm going to ask you to promise me one thing. 369 00:18:43,240 --> 00:18:54,240 Don't you be the coward. 370 00:18:54,240 --> 00:18:59,760 So, during that time, there was one strange thing to describe it as a camera anomaly. 371 00:18:59,760 --> 00:19:04,880 This is when you guys were in the banquet room, watched what happens to camera three, 372 00:19:04,880 --> 00:19:06,320 which you were recording all audio. 373 00:19:06,400 --> 00:19:12,480 Ruth, to finally be known, can you give us some sort of sign? 374 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:14,480 That's what happened. 375 00:19:14,480 --> 00:19:18,320 Looks like something almost went past the camera. 376 00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:23,320 It's a camera glitch, but it's a glitch that happens at a really interesting moment. 377 00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:29,600 How do you guys feel about all this? 378 00:19:29,600 --> 00:19:32,120 Yesterday was a hard pill to swallow. 379 00:19:32,120 --> 00:19:33,120 It really was. 380 00:19:33,400 --> 00:19:36,680 I mean, that was especially because there are a lot of things I told him. 381 00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:39,120 I told you yesterday and I told you today. 382 00:19:39,120 --> 00:19:40,120 Nobody knew that. 383 00:19:40,120 --> 00:19:45,280 It felt more and more like the attachment was you, Jason. 384 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:48,640 What he's doing is a real act of kindness and brotherhood and love. 385 00:19:48,640 --> 00:19:55,680 He doesn't want you to hurt like he hurt or wind up like he wound up. 386 00:19:55,680 --> 00:20:02,760 And I think he comes back here to guard and protect you guys, to do what he can within 387 00:20:02,760 --> 00:20:06,200 his power to be still a part of your unit. 388 00:20:06,200 --> 00:20:16,520 Plus, and I'm going to give you this, you're helping to save him. 389 00:20:16,520 --> 00:20:19,480 And he's glad about that. 390 00:20:19,480 --> 00:20:24,040 This is kind of like his own penance is what I think Chip is kind of getting at. 391 00:20:24,040 --> 00:20:26,520 That's a perfect way to put it. 392 00:20:26,520 --> 00:20:32,000 Chip picked up that there was a father-son relationship and Joe was your stepfather, right? 393 00:20:32,000 --> 00:20:33,360 He didn't really call you stepson. 394 00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:37,560 He called you son. 395 00:20:37,560 --> 00:20:39,280 And he hopes that means something to you. 396 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:50,480 You know, it's not always the evil bad guy. 397 00:20:50,480 --> 00:20:53,800 Sometimes it's a lot different than that. 398 00:20:53,800 --> 00:20:55,480 Sometimes it's a good guy. 399 00:20:57,960 --> 00:20:59,760 Final Directors Log. 400 00:20:59,760 --> 00:21:04,720 Sometimes a bond of brotherhood is so strong that not even death can break it apart. 401 00:21:04,720 --> 00:21:09,400 My hope for Joe is that a spirit can finally find the happiness that eluded him in life 402 00:21:09,400 --> 00:21:14,120 as he watches over his fellow firefighters here in the station he once called home.